I Feel A Bit Down Today

I'm a bit fed up today. I can't seem to raise my spirits.
Lots of my Ep friends say nice things to me, and I know I'm a good person, but I can't seem to do anything right these days.
I'm not depressed, just a bit ... Bleuughh.
I work hard, I have so much responcibility in my life, not much time for me....
I can't seem to please people.
I'm open and honest about my life - and I want discussion, chats, friendship. But I can't seem to get out of life the things that make me really happy.
Things are alright whilst I'm chatting to a friend, but then I go back to my own world, and I feel the walls closing in, and the darkness encroaches upon me.

It's probably just me, but I feel a bit sad these days......


Oh well, it's probably just me...
As everybody seems to say, "it'll be alright!!!

That's all- just a quick vent.
Laters .....

Mark xx
expressomarkie expressomarkie
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1 Response Jan 13, 2013

I wish I could be there for you face to face :( I hate that you're going through this right now :(

Thanks sweetie - I'm alright. Just wish i could escape for a while - just to get my oomph back. But I can't take a break - so many people rely on me. Parents / work/ yep - even lorna- they all need me- but I'm exhausted

I know babe... You need a break. You need to let someone take over, but I know finding someone is easier said than done.