It has been almost two years since I broke up with my ex (we were together for 6 years, lived together, etc) I am so over him, I love my life, I have my own place now, my job is perfect, everything is going great, except that I can't seem to find that special someone. The kind that makes my heart skip a beat when I see him. And I really REALLY would like to finally have someone tell me that he thinks I am smart, beautiful, sexy and that he loves me. This is no "you should love yourself before someone else can love you" situation, I am really happy about myself and I love even the parts of me that I used to hate. It would just be nice to hear someone else tell me he cared about me. It is really hard to always be the strong woman and go through life all on your own, without someone to catch you when you slip once in a while. (because apparently for all my friends I am the "mum-friend" who listens and helps them, who never EVER seems to have problems of their own. I am glad to help, don't get me wrong, but it is really exhausting sometimes)
Is that pathetic? I don't know
paulchen90 paulchen90
26-30, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

You're young. Hold on to that dream.