I Want the Search to EndI love to flirt, and I love to be admired, but at the end of the day, I want someone I can trust to hold me and make me feel safe.
If my soul mate is out there, I want to find him now. I'm tired of searching. Every time I try and end up being wrong, a piece of my heart is torn. It can be stitched up with all the other grievances, but it's never the same.
So far every man I've fallen in love with has betrayed me somehow. The first one dropped things when I ended up moving (although I suppose that's to be expected). My next boyfriend was obsessed to the point where it was unhealthy. The boyfriend after that only wanted sex and dropped me like a rock when I refused to just give in. The next boyfriend was sweet, but I honestly wasn't attracted to him. And my most recent love is already taken.
With all this pain from the search, I have to wonder...is it all worth it?