Hope She Shows Up Soon

I have been alone since I was a senior in high school where I was dating my now ex at the time. I thought she was my soul mate till she and I broke up due to complication on both sides (I have Ptsd and one of my triggers is cheaters. She cheated on me due to me not being there for her... I kind of don't like sex and she wanted it all the time.) I honestly just want to find my soul mate so she can make me feel its ok to be me.

MacGreggor MacGreggor
18-21, M
2 Responses Feb 17, 2010

Thank you both for the support. Means a lot.

i may not be your soul mate but it really is ok to be u. cheating is not something someone who really cares about you does. you will find her, who ever she is, just keep looking and keep the faith.