I Hate Who I Am Now.

I used to know exactly who I was, and I was happy, and at peace. I was who I want to be. Some bad things in life happened, as they do to everyone every once in a while, and I lost myself completely. I used to have the tightest grip on reality, and now, I'm living life through a dreamlike state, all the time.
justbreatheart justbreatheart
2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

I can really relate to this right now. You are certainly not alone in feeling this way. I feel like I am starting from scratch and clawing my way back to a place that feels solid.

Hello there,<br />
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That seems really difficult, I admire what you have done. You seem incredibly strong for learning how to walk again, and relearning everything you have learned. There has been something I have lived my life by, even when I feel lost...and it's that everything happens for a reason...I really believe that. It has helped me a little...it might help you too, maybe an accountability buddy. I am starting to see a therapist again, writing some, and finding what makes me smile...What has helped you, even a little?