Lonely Little Space In My Heart For That One True Friend...One of my biggest fears in life is being judged. Sounds ridiculous, I know, but that's just how I am. Maybe I'm the one that is judging myself too harshly, I don't really know. I just know that there is this lonely little place in my heart yearning to share my every thought with someone who I can feel comfortable with knowing I won't be judged or looked at in a different way. I've had one close friend before that I could share most things with but we were much different from each other and our friendship just fell apart after a while. I come from a small town where people with different views or interests are looked down upon. And when I say "different" I'm referring to everyday things like sexual orientation, interracial relationships, being a single mother, or married couples who swing (they're better known as the outcasts of the community). People that personally know me generally think of me as a sweet young lady. But on the inside I feel like somewhat of a freak. There are things in my life that I just need someone to talk to about, but I my fear of being judged causes me to just keep it all inside. That's what I love about EP, we can all share what's going on with us and not be judged harshly by others. It's a good outlet.
LuckyLibraLady 22-25, F 13 Responses 8 Jun 24, 2012