Can I Forget
After quit a bit of therapy and many hours arguing with myself about his, I am convinced that I will be better off letting go. I want to that is not the issue. It is if I can or not. How do you really let go of the pain others have caused you. Be it physical, mental, emotional or verbal. There are so many forms of abuse that it is hard to say which is worse(well ys sexual) but, any form is wrong. I wish days would go by and I would not think of the last hateful thing he said or did/often enough to chose. This person that person, her/him they, all of it I want to scream running down the street"this is not my life" but, I know it is and I have to accept it. But, I want to learn to let go so I don't hurt myself furter. Is that at all possible? i wonder if I could run away and never to be found again!! now that would be one way of letting go..just get a new identity. Has anyone done that or wanted to besides me?