I Want To Fullfill My Dreams

Actually its not really a dream ,.i was supposed to meet a subgirl that i knew online for a long time but she got upset a few times and then said she was having too m uch funn last summer to even chat with me anymore, so we never got to meet and we didnt get to fullfill our fetishes together.
Now im looking for the same thing again in this expierence group hopefully soon and someone in my own city and state..