Really Annoying Now
Ever since i'd got to around 8 stone, i've wanted to gain weight, but everytime i've got to around near 11 stone i want to loose it, i love having fat, but everytime i get it i try to loose it, it's been an on and off circle for the past 3 years now and it's getting really annoying. Just like now i want to gain weight again. Bloody hell i can't make my mind up. I've always said if i look fat get fatter, if i look thin go thinner or stay the same. Now i look thin but want fat, urggh it's so annoying.