Don't Know What To Do

Hey guys. Straight to the point. I'm 19 and I'm dating a married 40 year old man. I know a lot of you would think I'm disgusting but trust me I tried several times to break us up but it is not working and finally I gave up. He said he is in the process of a divorce and I know that sounds cliche. My parents know about this and they are totally furious and made me to end our relationship. I tried but I, myself, can't let him go. It is the sincerity in his voice and how he conforts me that make me fall in love with him in the first place. He never touch me and never have the intention to do so. He said he rreally want to marry me and will do all he can to get divorced from his awful cheating wife as soon as possible. I'm just worried that my parents will still hate him no matter how good his intentions are. I suggested to him that we need a break but he disagree. He said I just need to be more patient but I just can't. Maybe because I'm young or hot-headed. But i also don't want to lose him. He's the only guy I ever trust completely and I can't imagine my life without his love and support.
miss72 miss72
18-21
Dec 14, 2012