I am not going to lie, and say I am fine, but I don't want to spend the rest of the night crying, and just keep thinking about something. I don't want to do it, my heart, and my mind really can't take it anymore. I want to avoid it at all cost, act like I never even started thinking about it. I just want to write, and write, and than write some more, about this, about that, about just about anything, but what was bothering me. I know its childish, and I know its going to hurt me in the long run, and its making me look like a coward, but I just can't deal with it anymore, not tonight.

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1 Response Mar 7, 2010

you know what i'm here for. if you ever want to talk about something COMPLETELY SILLY and off topic, you just let me know :)