My Own Prison

Everyone is a prisoner in their own purgatories. We have our own doubts, nightmares and imaginary fears. We all have had experiences of losing ourselves somewhere along the way. It's just that some have found the right way to go back or move on while others are still lost and stuck in the same old rut. Unfortunately, I am in the latter group. For the past few years, I have tried to pull myself out of it. But, the only "rewards" that I have got are more confuse, frustration and hopelessness. I wonder if I would ever be able to get out of my own prison. Would I suffer forever? Is death really the only way out??
itsallinmyhead itsallinmyhead
18-21, F
1 Response May 23, 2011

I too feel the same way, I try and try but never seem to get anywhere in my life. Maybe it's cause I can't seem to figure out my path in life and what I want to do but even to just hold down a decent job is killing me I feel alone..even though I have family but seems like I'm always helping them out then left behind ..