I Am So Sick of This Place.

I am at a low point in my life. I go to a school that sucks, we don't do anything, and I'm trying to prepare for college (considering I'm a senior), but I can't because everyone's ******* around and not doing anything. I don't feel really close to anyone at school, and even though I've tried so hard to help people I've realized that people my age are immature, sex-driven, cannabalisitic egos trying to create the most drama in the school. AND I'M TIRED OF IT!!! If I left tomorrow, I wouldn't miss anyone. I don't know why, I love a lot of the people I hang out with, (usually people graduated/in college) but I just won't miss them, I don't know if that's bad or what. I just need to get out of here. There's nothing left for me to learn, all I will be doing now is wallowing in everyone else's **** for at least three months. Ugh, I can't believe this. I hate cold weather.  

wycomper wycomper
26-30, M
5 Responses Mar 8, 2007

I understand. I have longer to go though. I'm a junior in high school. It's not just the weather but the people and emotions and bull I have to deal with. Lately it's just been too much and everyone says college is better but I feel like I'm never gonna be able to get there and get out of this place I hate.

i feel for you..i wish someone or something would take me so i can never remember this life again..

i feel for you..i wish someone or something would take me so i can never remember this life again..

Every one now is so sex driven I hate it. After their life falls apart they tell everyone, cry, get depressed and bring a lot of drama. I miss the old days where you actually had to work at getting a women. Not just "hey, you want have sex". "Ok". Now that everyone is doing it, the ones that don't want to do it feel like they have to so that they fit in. It is so sad. People are letting this world go down in the shiter. Once the world is unbearable to so many people they will finally do something if it is not too late. I will be surprised if the depression rate has not risen a lot in the last 100-200 years. And it is getting to the younger ones. More and more younger ones are getting depressed. Why can't anyone see this. Why can't anyone see that this world is taking a turn for the worst.

Sounds like you are a lot more mature than your classmates. When I was in highschool I always hung around older people. I seemed to connect with them so much better than people my own age. I was happy to finally graduate too. There is always so much drama I was glad when it ended. Hang in there your almost done!