Ever since losing my four month old daughter to a drunk driver, I have only wanted to have another child again, not because I want to replace my daughter, but because I love being a mommy, & I want to be a mommy again. Plus I think the body is extremely beautiful when a woman is pregnant. I have been pregnant once since losing my daughter Emily. I was pregnant last year with a little girl, I named her Elizabeth, she was born premature, and didn't make it. It was so hard the second time around. I'm scared to death to lose another child, but I really want to be a mommy again.