Bother To Continue?

My fiancee and I have been on and off for about 6 months. We moved pretty quickly in our relationship, which included dealing with lots of drama from both our exes. Well one of his included a young mother. For the longest time he was dead certain that the child was not his. He recently met the 2 1/2 month old and instantly fell head over heels! He would go on and on about how much she looked like him and how attatched they were becoming. I was excited for him since he'd always wanted to start a family. But then it began to sink in... After an accident years ago it was assumed that he could not have children. I've had difficulty myself. So once I came to that conclusion it caused jealously to rear its ugly head. I cry everytime I leave from visiting the babys home. It makes sex so much more difficult because I feel pressured-not by him but by myself. I'm not sure how to deal with it or explain to him how lost I feel. He just says 'it'll happen babe. When the time is right?' But what if it never does?
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18-21
Dec 23, 2012