I Want to Get Pregnant


I live in Philadelphia, PA in the United states. I will be 17 in July and I really want to have a baby :/ i always fantized about it. I look at my belly and i wish for it to be filled with life. I think pregnancy is an amazing thing. I see a lot of other pregnant girls and i get so jealous because of the joy brought to them by the small seed growing inside of them. However, i wish to be atleast in a relationship and living with the father of my child. I dream of feeling the movement, kicks and tickles inside my womb. But im scared to tell a guy this because they might think im crazy. A lot of guys dont want children but i want one so bad :( More or so A family of my own Husband and child.
Plus I think I'd have such a cute pregnant belly with my small figure :)
Too bad that thats just a food belly with a liitle help of poking it out instead of a baby being in there :/
Let me know if you're interested.