More Than AnythingI've been so at the edge of falling lately. I really feel like giving up.
I am sick and tired of everything that is in my life. I hate being this lonely and I hate being this helpless.
I feel worthless...this emotional pain seems to suffocate me and all i wish for is to stop. And i'm on the edge of giving up more than ever.
I truly wish i saw the light at the end of the tunel. To feel a helping hand on my shoulder. To have a friendly hug with someone saying that everything is going to be okay.
I truly wish for something good to happen.
There was a time when all i could say was that i'm in such a bad situation that it can only get better after it. But it got worse and worse and now i don't keep my hopes high. All i say is that it can always get worse. I hope for the ebst but i expect the wrost..
I just want to feel happy..to be able to put a smile on my face.
I don't want to give up, I don't want to end it, I don't want to choose the easier way..but I feel like soon there will be no other choice on my list.
BlackDiamondFairy 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 Jan 6, 2011