"The Hardest Thing In Life Is To Continue" ~Anonymous

I wish I knew how to control my thoughts. Forget about all the ones like "Oh, let's go cut" or "wouldn't it just be easier to kill yourself." I can't give in. No matter how hard it is. I'm not taking the easy way out this time, like I've tried to do before. I know it's not worth it. I heard the quote "Killing yourself doesn't eliminate the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the chances of it getting better." I realized how true that is. That if I kill myself, there's no chance of anything ever getting better. It's gone. Forever. Sometimes I think to myself, why haven't I just done it yet. I have more than enough reasons too. But suicide is for those who just can't take it. I've been dealing with this pretty alright, besides cutting. I know I can handle this, i just have to get through middle school...
123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321
16-17, F
2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

One day at a time heck I can't plan but a week at a time and live one day at a time. If I think too far ahead I usually wind up messing it all up. You can make it girl just keep your head up and if you need me I'm here.

i'm glad you understand it is better to choose life, you get through middle school, even if you can only do today, get through