My Vanishing Hearts Valentine Avatar Endeavor

This all began with an innocent coment from Sie. Something ticked in my brain and I was off to the races. Here is our dialogue.
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sierra33 said:
I LOVE your avatar!! Perfect for V-Day!! :D
22 hours ago

Reply by sexyrena Jan 30th, 2013 at 11:58AM
Thank you Sie; I've been considering making them a bit smaller every few days.

Reply by sierra33 Jan 30th, 2013 at 1:08PM
what a great...naughty... idea!! ;)

Reply by sexyrena Jan 30th, 2013 at 2:25PM
Your reply inspired my adventurous side . I changed the avatar and am going to do it. Its easy to be brave today but I may need your continued inspiration to be a shade more naughty every day through Feb 15. (That's the day after Valentines Day - if I go to the16th there will be nothing left to imagine.) An occasional dare may keep my courage up. Today this seems rewardingly exciting.
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So here I am again - hung by the tongue.
Now I've posted plenty of pictures in my EP albums considerably more racy than anything proposed here as my friends can attest but they are all in restricted "friends only" albums.

Here is a progress report:
First avatar - Jan 30


Second avatar Jan 31

Today's change was easy for me. You may not have even noticed the change. I don't think either version is frightfully risque. However, there are 14 more days until Valentine's day and if my hearts shrink by the same amount each day, some of you will likely begin to observe the difference and if I continue just a few days beyond, I fear the hearts will vanish completely. In the absense of continued encouragement, I may not possess the resolve to continue with this venture.

I accepted Sie's response as a dare. I said I'd begin and today I followed through. I know it will take more than one dare proffered and accepted to keep me on my course. Shall I continue? I'm really not certain.

Friday, February 1. OK, this game is starting to feel kind of tame. I can post this without much hesitation. I'll bet most of you wouldn't notice the difference if I hadn't mentioned it..
Tomorrow is another day. I'll think on it.
OK again. Just a few pixels less for Saturday, February 2.


That wasn't hard at all. I'm not too worried about the next few days now. Stay tuned.
Here is the avatar for Sunday, February 3

Sorry I was a bit late posting this. As long as my friends show interest, I'll definitely post an update tomorrow.
My cheering squad motivated me on Sunday so here is an early update for Monday, February 4.



OK. I got three votes of confidence yesterday but this avatar has arrived at a stage I didn't expect to achieve so soon. Maybe I should skip a day.

This morning I received some very motivating messages from my cheering section. Apparently you want me to continue to play this game so I will. We've got keyboard chemistry. The following video illustrates my mood.



I hope you enjoyed the video. Now here is today's avatar update.

If you want another update tomorrow, you know what you have to do. Show me by your comments that we've still got keyboard chemistry.

It's Wednesday, February 6. Many in my cheering squad seem to be betting that the hearts won't last. Here's another video to illustrate that a girl has to stay in control in the event of surprises .


Here is the updated avatar.


Let me know if you want another update tomorrow.

Thanks to your encouragement yesterday and this morning I hereby submit my revisions for Thursday, February 7. Below is a new video. I think it is especially appropriate to this story. I would like you to believe I thought of this all on my own but in truth I copied it from the story of a new friend. Her EP personna is livelaughlovedream3 and in addition to being a kind and clever beauty, she is technologically savvy whereas I am technologically challenged. You can find her story by copying the following URL and pasting in your browser. EP Link


Here is today's avatar. As always the hearts are smaller and they cover the essentials.

I'll post again tomorrow if your encouragement continues.

I am and always have been an incurable romantic. Nothing is more sensuous or romantic than two young lovers gazing rapturously into one another's eyes as their bodies move in unison to a Valentine's day tango. Here is a short clip from a movie. I hope you enjoy it.


The following video inspires and encourages me. The women are serenely self-confident and supremely comfortable in their own femininity. That is how I want to feel about myself. Their confidence allays my apprehension. The dancers are at the Crazy Horse Saloon in Paris. Ooh La La.


Here is an avatar update for Friday, February 8. It still seems to be working as I had expected.

Let me know if you like the videos and want to encourage me in the avatar endeavor.

It's Saturday, February 9 and I've added the following updates. I have two more videos for you today, both from the Crazy Horse Saloon in Paris (viva le difference). The first is a bit long (almost 9 minutes) but if you like a good striptease, this is a real class act. The second is just fun - only a minute of it. Both illustrate my admiration for confident feminine women


Here is the revised avatar. The hearts are still performing effectively.



As always, I need your continued comments to buoy up my motivation to continue.

For Sunday, February 10, I have added two new videos and a revised avatar. The first video is actually a British MSN commercial. It is sexy, fun, and very short. The second is another tango. Unlike the first, this is not a clip from a movie, an edited compilation of myriad takes until it finally looked the way the director planned. This couple knows how to dance and dance they did as the camera rolled. The man is strong and controlling. Yet he defers attention to his partner, allowing her to dominate the performance. This dance is all about her. It showcases the yielding of her whole being to her partner. She is feminine and coquettish. You'll notice it especially in the suggestive movements of her feet and her chest to chest maneuvers in the second half of the video. I believe you will find pleasure in both videos.



In the new avatar, my modesty remains minimally protected. However, my assessment of the new hearts, smaller as promised, elevates my innate level of anxiety about succeeding avatars exponentially. The overcoming of my growing trepidation may require the exercise of correspondingly intensive eloquence and powers of pursuasion on the part of my cheering section.

As always I expect to be influenced by your comments.

It's Monday, February 11; the avatar hearts are reduced as promised. Something unforseen has occurred; the heart on my left breast no longer completely covers what it was meant to hide. I have a decision to make and you can help me analyze it. The two videos below illustrate two very different responses by two women facing the same dilemma that confronts me. The first video is an Italian TV game show. I don't understand a word of Italian but that doesn't diminish in the slightest my comprehension of her situation. Contrast her reaction to that of the woman in the second video to finding herself caged. Which approach would you have me take tomorrow? I know which woman I want to emulate. I'll be interested to know the one you think that should be. Here are the videos and the latest avatar.

I'll post something here tomorrow but today I'm anxiously awaiting your advice and counsel.

Here's a big February 12 thank you to my cheering section. You seemed split over which of yesterday's video girls you wanted me to emulate so here is my decision. This morning, I emulated the girl on the TV show and delayed and tried to hide for a while. This afternoon, I am the girl in the cage who doesn't try to hide a thing. The only difference is that I am no longer caged. Here are two more videos of the Crazy Horse girls and an avatar update. The videos helped me boost my courage. Their covering is even skimpier than mine.



I have two more videos and a slightly more revealed avatar ready for tomorrow, contingent, of course, on continued encouragement and cheers from the cheering section.

As promised yesterday, here are the two videos and updated avatar for Wednesday, February 13. The first video just intrigued me; the second describes my mood. Enjoy.



I plan another update and video tomorrow.

Well, Valentine's day has finally arrived. Here is the avatar for today.

Hers is the avatar I would have posted for tomorrow if I had continued that far. The hearts are about the same size as the butterflies I wore on amateur night.

When I realized that I had lost this dare, that is, that the hearts were not going to protect even a little of my modesty, I resolved not to allow myself to be defeated. I decided that I would end this endeavor with whatever grace and dignity I could muster. The following video is my attempt to do just that.


I hope you enjoyed it. I'll probably take this story down in a few days or at least reduce it in size as a memoir.