I'm Having An Emotional Affair Online But I Love My Husband

Im having an emotional affair online and on the telephone with the man I gave my virginity to when I was a teenager. We both grew up in New Jersey and now I am in California and he is in Arizona twenty five years later.  We are both married and both want to stay that way.....I feel so guilty and I do nothing to stop it....I feel so alive and sexually excited when we talk.....very confused because my husband is great and I couldn't see my life without him.  I look forward to my friends phone calls and im's especially when we try to coordinate when we can actually physically meet

LostintheDesert LostintheDesert
41-45, F
2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

Sounds a bit dangerous - enjoy every moment while you can.

Sounds a bit dangerous - enjoy every moment while you can.