Yes, I Want to Be Whole

This is a fervant prayer and nightly and daily request and wish.

I want to be whole. I want to be the me that has been so elusive over the years.

I want to be able to show the world who I am and for them to look at me and see who I am.

I know, you think I'm ranting. I want, I want, I want ... something that a child might do.

However, I know it is for me a seeking of peace, wholeness and an inner serenity to finally be me.

It is imposrtant that the outside wrapping, my body, be the reflection of mt inner self.

A girl's body, a woman's body ... yes, then I will be whole.

Josie06 Josie06
56-60, F
7 Responses Oct 5, 2008

Oh so often do I go to sleep and pray that I will wake as a woman!<br />
...Allright, you ladies say I would not like it!<br />
I can understand the pain you go through, It will be better than going through life as a male!<br />
.. I hate being me ! I need to be SHAUNA!...I cannot afford a change!!

Oh, honey. I'm made both glad and sad by your story. I am so glad that you know who you are on the inside. There are so many people who don't have a clue. I am saddened by the fact that you feel the outside doesn't show the world who that inside person is, but I have always believed we ARE the inside person and not the illusion we live inside. My prayers and hopes are with you until your dreams and wishes will be achieved. Basically... YOU GO GIRL! ;) God Bless You.

Like me I rubbed the genies bottle and asked for my wishes, I hope you will get you want because you will feel better on the inside when the outside is accepted by you and nobody else. It is all you and feelings are what women are made of and baby you got them. So be proud of whats inside that woman that is all feelings and love and tenderness etc. Love yourself, love others it is what matters. The girl wants to come out and play!

MitchAndMaureen ... I don't see it that way. Life and happiness occur at any age. Thanks for the input though.

You are fantastic Markismyheart, thank you.

DelightfulBabe ... (((((Hugs)))))(((((Kisses)))))

Your time will come. You just needed to be what you are on the outside for a special reason and when that has been fulfilled (which I think only you and God will truly know when that is) you will be able to be whole. God knows your heart and will reveal to you the whole of his plan for your future at precisely the right time. :) Just think who would have been your childrens father if you had been born a woman on the outside? And I've told you before I think you must be an amazing father, your kids are lucky. xoxo