I think myself to be straight, but deep down i know im curious. I think its mainly since i developed a huge crush on a lesbian girl on a TV programme i watch. None of my friends are lesbians and i dont think i would be able to face any of them again if i ever tried anything on with one of them. I'd really like to just find someone to experiment with, in a way that nobody could find out. Im still just a teenager so its hard to meet someone because its not like i can get in to bars or anything and i dont really want to try dating websites. I think really i just want advice on how to meet someone who want the same thing as me, even though i may be young. please help, any ideas?