I Don't Know Which Was My First Real Crush!

I tend to get crushes a lot now, fall easily and then end up hurting the guy. But when I was younger and I had a crush, I would like the guy for a long time!

The first boy I remember having a crush on was P in 4th grade. I liked him for about 3 years through lol. He was the class clown and I really liked him but I never told him. This was before I grew up. Now I wear my heart upon my sleeve and tell the guy that I like him! Only my bestie know I liked P. At the end of 8th grade, we kissed but no longer liked him!

Then in middle school I liked C for the 2 years. At the end of 8th grade, he told me he liked me and I admitted I liked him too. He was my first kiss, when I was 12 lol.

Then came high school and my freshman year. This was the year I lost all traces of my innocence. I got a real bad crush on my maths teacher, Mr.S (still do tbh!) and it was seriously strong for about 5 months. I still like him lol and part of me always will for what he's done for me (check out my other stories if you wanna hear more about Mr.S!).

Then there was S and we ended up dating for a while. There ahve been heaps of other guys but none that I've really really liked.

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