Tell Me I'm Beautiful...

I've never been told that I'm beautiful.  Not even pretty.  My parents tell me that I'm pretty all the time and they say that i'm going to get all the guys. But guys don't see to like me obviously because I'm not a **** or a *****.  I don't believe them when they tell me that.  I'm fat and ugly.  I want someone to make me believe that I am beautiful and skinny.  I want to be loved for who I am, not what I look like. :/

WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 13, 2010

im a little late, but I know exactly what you mean. I know " what is inside is what really matters" and blah blah blah, but being pretty inside doesn't get you a date, it doesn't get you asked to prom, it doesn't make people look at you and say "wow, look at he shes gorgeous." I don't just want to feel beautiful for now I want to feel beautiful forever. im sick of feeling like crap. it hurts. im fat and ugly. the only way I can feel beautiful is to make myself beautiful. im tired of it. we can weep together.

There are lots of guys, undercover, that fall in lve with the heart-soul of a girl...u just hav to look real close