Finally Did...

Or not...

His name was Griffin and we dated for about a month. Last month to be specific. We were talking and talking and he dropped the bomb.

He said he loved me.

I almost cried but at the same time I was skeptical. You see...he had brought up sex and I told him I wasn't ready...

Did he think that saying he loved me would change my mind? I brought this up to him and he swore that is not why he said it, so I let the thought rest. Well a few hours later we argued and argued to the point where he called me back and told me he thought we should take a break...

What? I can't even comprehend his thought process..I've been in true love before and I would NEVER have initiated a breakup. Our argument was stupid and petty yet he thought it worthy of time apart?

I don't call that love.
I call that lies.

I'm beginning to think this social phobia and anxiety is really screwing up my life...but that is another story...^.^'
Hitshufflereplay Hitshufflereplay
18-21, F
Sep 15, 2012