Who Am I

Who am I? Perhaps not the best place to ask this question of myself. This group was made to make me come out of my shell, not to justify it. Who am I? I am who you see not.......

I am me. Pure and simple. The words I write are who I am. My thoughts and feelings, my dreams and aspirations, my heartaches and my heartbreak. I am who I am. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't profess to be intelligent or wise. I don't assume I have all the answers. I know little to nothing of the world and I strive everyday to learn as much as I can, but I know I can never know enough.

I don't pretend to have life figured out. I don't even have my own life figured out. I'm too busy trying to help my children figure themselves out to even think of mine very often. Who am I? I am someone who loves people, but is deathly afraid of them. I am someone who loves life, but has been convinced it isn't something I am deserving of. I am someone who is struggling to make this life my own, because I do know now that I do deserve it. I am just shy and fear grips me to the core, at times, when I try to reach out and grab for the life I need, crave and love.

Who am I? I am a very frightened woman in a very large world looking for a place to call my own. My home. My place. My life. I am not perfect or pure or ..........

I am who you see not, and if perchance, you do see me for who I am, then please do not judge me too harshly. I am merely human.

theredlady theredlady
41-45, F
12 Responses Mar 10, 2010

Ahh I ve seen her about!...

Ahh Cappy, you were always a shining Star to me.. you and godsmack and Betty... I miss those times.

Aww *wipes a tear* .... I don't know what to say.

=) Me too

LOL Thank you!...

Welcome!

Yes I am Salar. No better, no worse.

Take a look in the mirror lady , your the same as all the rest of us ......

you are u and we love u*

LOL okay. Telling it like it is seems to be something you're good at Ersatz. I admire that. Thank you.

=D I'm working on it. Someone chewed me out for that not too long ago. Told me insecurity was not a part of me but a leech to be removed. So I promised to try harder.

Good Morning Ersatz! Thanks! LOLOL!<br />
Hey FB!.... You really do flatter me Waaay to much. <br />
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I guess that's why i wrote this. I get that a lot. It worries me. *sigh*... I think too much.