Start Out New

I'm tired of my life at the moment. The people I'm forced to see everyday, the places I know so well I could get around them with my eyes closed, the same old schedules and routines wearing me into a rut--I'm sick of it. I'm tired of trying to cope with my lack of love life, of remaining happy when in my heart I'm sort of a cynic, tired of waking up each morning, looking in the mirror and discovering a new zit in short.

How amazing would it be to just jump onto a plane and fly away to who knows where? Escape the reality I've come to know so well and create a new one, without fear or hesitation. I'd change my name and live life as I've always wanted to, without the restrictions I've sort of put on myself, and just let go of this life and this past for awhile. Chances are though, I'd want to return eventually, because despite its monotony, I do love the life I'm forced to live, its shortcomings and all. I guess I just love complaining about it!

Yellowrhapsody Yellowrhapsody
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

Very VERY true. My brain sort of keeps me from knowing everything though (though i do enjoy it) because I always want to learn more. But, now that I think about it, I am sort of a routine nut, and I don't even really realize it. Crazy--my friends think I'm anorexic and obsessive compulsive too, but not very much of a narcissist, considering that my appearance isn't worth commenting on :P

Yeah...<br />
Although personally I love routine... I have so many habits my friends almost think I'm obsessive compulsive (and anorexic and a narcissist), but it's great knowing everything, and slowly expanding knowledge don't you think?