I Can't Take It Anymore

If it isn't one thing it is another. Constantly badgering me to go do this or go do that. Why can't I just sit here and enjoy myself without having to hear him. Why can't i just spend an evening all to myself without anyone wondering what is wrong! He is supposed to be my best friend, not obsess over me. Not want to be with me. WHY! Why does this always happen. Why can't I just once have a friend who isn't going to fall for me. And I am not being conceited or blowing it out of proportion. I am being serious. I am at all not attractive. But apparently my personality and humor is to 'die' for. Hahaha. *ahem* I just want him to leave me alone. For a couple of days. I don't want to be with him. I don't want to be close to him. I just want to be friends. We were never together to begin with and by just letting him be around I feel like I am giving him some hope. AND I'M NOT!! Ugh! I just wanna .... ughhhh ... grrrrrrrr ......... *sigh* ... I am calm now ... for the moment anyway.
LosingIt LosingIt
22-25, F
Apr 3, 2007