Mother as much as you try
your caring voice gets overpowered
by the voices in my head
my shame filling me with doubts
the only thing left is heartache
I wish I could make you proud
I'm craving such affection
but myself-hate never lets you in
oh mommy I don't mean it I promise
but inside they scream I deserve it
you encourage me to be strong
but I know I will soon fall
I never wanted it this way
but the ache never gets better
I know its hurting you
but mom, its killing me.
SoberBlue SoberBlue
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 29, 2012

Are you serious , forgive me if you are? Did you write this, or were you quoting someone else? Why are you so blue? You are so young to be so sad.....