Kill Who I'm Now

I want to kill myself. Nothing particularly horrible happened. I just hate myself, I hate this person I've become.
And I dn't have the energy needed to change myself. It would be a huge trnsformation.
I think what's the good of persisting if the results are nil.
Easier to give up, once and for all.
anagoldberger anagoldberger
61-65
May 13, 2012