I Want to Know About Polygamy
Hello,
I have been in serious relationships throughout my young life. I have a heart as big as the outdoors, and I love the idea of making people happy. Throughout these past 5 years, I have found it very difficult to remain fidele. However, the thought of hurting my girlfriends USUALLY leads me to being faithful. I just feel as if I am forcing myself to stay with one woman not because society disapproves, but because I don't want to see the look of hurt or disappointment on my girlfriend's face. This year, however, I am completely unfaithful. I just had three girlfriends up until two days ago, when one of them found out about one other. I still have two, one wouldn't leave me if she knew I had ten. The thing is, I am not the lying, sneaking type, and I really need tranquility in my life. My brother thinks that I'm being childish and I am being led into temptation. I told him, that it's not at all about the sex, which I've been doing for 15 years now, I actually love my girlfriends. Therefore, I am becoming interested in polygamy. I would like to know if I am actually polygamy-ready or am I just being irresponsible?
I have been in serious relationships throughout my young life. I have a heart as big as the outdoors, and I love the idea of making people happy. Throughout these past 5 years, I have found it very difficult to remain fidele. However, the thought of hurting my girlfriends USUALLY leads me to being faithful. I just feel as if I am forcing myself to stay with one woman not because society disapproves, but because I don't want to see the look of hurt or disappointment on my girlfriend's face. This year, however, I am completely unfaithful. I just had three girlfriends up until two days ago, when one of them found out about one other. I still have two, one wouldn't leave me if she knew I had ten. The thing is, I am not the lying, sneaking type, and I really need tranquility in my life. My brother thinks that I'm being childish and I am being led into temptation. I told him, that it's not at all about the sex, which I've been doing for 15 years now, I actually love my girlfriends. Therefore, I am becoming interested in polygamy. I would like to know if I am actually polygamy-ready or am I just being irresponsible?