What If You Aren't Sure??????????

I'm not completely sure when I lost mine..... So here's my breakdown and you all can let me know when you think I did....

Physically : @ 9

Consentually : @ 19

Emotionally : @ 24


9 was rape (not playing doctor that got out of hand!)

19 was just to see if I could without bad memories getting in the way

24 was for love.... The best one I think, but I believe that if I'm honest.... 9 was when I lost mine.

  Going to go away now.......... Teri

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5 Responses Feb 12, 2009

im sending ya hugs teri[ i was 15! ]

If you count playing doctor --- gee probably 9<br />
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physically i was 13 but had no idea what i was going.<br />
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emotionally 23, and it still counts as one of my favorite memories.

Wyn,<br />
I'll pray for you that you don't anymore! You shouldn't feel dirty or worthless! You're a beautiful, kind person and you're stronger than you give yourself credit for!! <br />
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Lots of love and hugs your way!! WM

Teri, I just want to hug you and make all the nasty things in your life go away.......I'm sending massive cyber hugs your way right now.

I was 14 and it was with my boyfriend who was just using me and I regretted it!<br />
Until two weeks later when I was raped by a man twice my age! Then I was grateful that at least my "first time" was with someone I loved (even if he didn't love me) it still beat out being Forced to do it! At least that ******* didn't get my virginity!!<br />
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Emotionally it didn't happen until I was probably 21 and was with someone who loved me and was "making love to me" and not just $*&@ing me!!<br />
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Now I'm finally comfortable with my sexuality and who I am and what I want!