Don't Blow Your Top

that's what i try to tell myself. sometimes i just let the anger build and build until i feel like it's going to explode out of my chest. i'm not used to letting it out cause i've spent years as a socially shy girl and lashing out didn't appeal to me. i do listen to loud, angry music and write and write and write. i put down every pent up feeling on a piece of paper until it nearly rips through. i don't like to hit or scream, even if i want to. but all that is if i don't have another body near me for some rougher 'physical' fun. that helps me release my anger too, although i do feel bad for the scratches and bite marks later.
curiosityinshadows curiosityinshadows
18-21, F
May 12, 2012