Crossdressing Is Not Necessary Gay

When a man crossdresses it's mostly for the feel of wearing feminine clothing. Silk panties bras etc and after a brief period or after masterbateing there removed and it's back to the girlfriend or wife.Myself I started dressing when I was 6yo and it was never about sex I really enjoyed being a girl. I don't regard myself as gay but as transgendered because my feelings are more feminine than male. I'am attracted to men but not as a male to another male but more as a female to a man.