Not Really

Some people want to see their future.  They want to see what life has in store for them.  They want to see themselves being rich or happy.

Why would I want to know what is gonna happen to me?  My life has been dull and boring.  Why would I want to look ahead to see more of this?  I know I'll never be rich or happy, so what's the point?

I'd rather keep each day a boring surprise.  I woke up this morning, so that's enough for me!

To all of you who have hopes and dreams, I wish you the best! 

boarderline boarderline
36-40, F
4 Responses Feb 15, 2009

When i woke up in the morning i should feel myself lucky. Do you really think so is the solution for my all problems? I have been trying hard to find a job since past 4months. I have my education loans to pay, my parents are waiting for me to send some money, my fiancee is waiting for me so that we can marry in december 2011. As of now, i am still looking for a job. So what road should i really go. My family is in INDIA and i am in USA. In this situation what should i do? It is not that i do not want to work hard. If one ask me then i would say till last december i used to work 17hrs a day and 7 days a week but since past 4months i lost my job and again want to work 20hrs a day and 7 days a week. I want to work hard and earn money and not easy money. please pray for me that i get job soon. I will be greatful to all of you. Thanks!

When i woke up in the morning i should feel myself lucky. Do you really think so is the solution for my all problems? I have been trying hard to find a job since past 4months. I have my education loans to pay, my parents are waiting for me to send some money, my fiancee is waiting for me so that we can marry in december 2011. As of now, i am still looking for a job. So what road should i really go. My family is in INDIA and i am in USA. In this situation what should i do? It is not that i do not want to work hard. If one ask me then i would say till last december i used to work 17hrs a day and 7 days a week but since past 4months i lost my job and again want to work 20hrs a day and 7 days a week. I want to work hard and earn money and not easy money. please pray for me that i get job soon. I will be greatful to all of you. Thanks!

((((HUGS))))<br />
Thank you WarriorMom. You always keep me smiling. I look forward to my daily smiles from you. I hope my future is filled with our friendship!<br />
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I agree, I wouldn't want to know my future either......<br />
I don't care if I'm rich or poor. I've been both before, and my life is richer when I'm poor.<br />
I also understand when you can't see anything new and different in you future, but for different reasons.<br />
I see a new future in you..........somethings will never change, but you my friend have many possibilities.......