Lonely For Him

When he's only gone to work and I miss him, then I just text him and wear his shirts lol.

But he was a travelling insurance advisor last year, and he was gone for up to a week at a time, sometimes more. Which is the longest we've been apart since we moved in together. I missed him like mad during that time, like an ache in the bones. So I texted him all day, and talked to him before he went to bed at night (once he fell asleep on the phone and I listened to him breath in his sleep for almost an hour lol). The hardest part was that our bed was so lonely. I filled his half with books and clothes and other weird things lol. I wore his shirts and used his shampoo lol. I almost stopped eating entirely and I couldn't sleep until the very wee hours of the morning no matter how hard I tried.

sugarburn sugarburn
22-25, F
Sep 19, 2008