As Raw As It Gets...

He never leaves my mind, I want him back...I need to hear him say "Hey baby girl, I'm home".

I tell all of my circle that know who he is funny feelings I've had looking at the boarding passes and other stuff from Halloween. I close my eyes and try to feel him there. I worry too much and I'm not doing so good. My soul is longing...

I Miss Him. What do I do?

Wonder why I ever left him back in NY...that's what.

TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
31-35, F
5 Responses Mar 16, 2009

You go from seeing that person or talking to them everyday - to not being able to talk to them at all. It sucks, we were friends and I (we) have to let that go too. Right now there is a dark heaviness inside of me -but we will get there, one day we will get there and it won't hurt so bad. In the meantime we lean on each other.

There's nothing tougher than being separated from the person that you feel most connected to.<br />
Hugs<br />

You will get back there to him Fe! In the meantime, lean into your friends, I know it isnt the same and doesnt take away the longing in your soul you feel for him. But so many of us love and care for you. *Hugs*

I don't do it often, but I'll pray for this one.

You'll make it back honey, soon.