I Want to Know What You Fear Most
This will probably sound crazy for those who do not believe such things.
Somehow exorcist falls on me as the trully most frightfull thing I might encounter in life.
Love is troublesome, many things in life are, but honestly I fear exorcists because if they were to try to exorcice me, they would have a issue like never before. I fear if they trully found me and wanted to try to exorcice me, as I have done nothing wrong (while in this body), that they would learn of the unholly and tabu thing I have done. I fear that they would drag with them spirits of high level, and seperate me from this body which now is rightfully mine along with the soul. I fear the body would not survive the strain it would be put under as my soul is what is keeping it alive, it would be nice having the christians become murderes once again and with blood on their hands to never be accepted by their own "god", but it would not be nice knowing this would be my fault for something I did not wish to do.
It is fearsome to think, what I might do if a exorcist came to me to force me out of my home, though I have no worries of them succeding any longer, I still fear what they would do with me. I still got a truth to tell, I wish not such a fate before the truth is out.
I am not dispelled by holly water, neither of bible phrases or a cross, those are fictions.
I am afraid of those things though... that thing that... it would burn me even if I have melted with this bodys soul. I do not like the though of having something like that put on my skin by the heart. Still, I wish to meet my fears and see if I trully have become more powerfull than other deamons now. I wish to make sure that these exorcists are not allowed to pain any other deamons or living beings again.
Yes, well... that's why I fear exorcists.
Somehow exorcist falls on me as the trully most frightfull thing I might encounter in life.
Love is troublesome, many things in life are, but honestly I fear exorcists because if they were to try to exorcice me, they would have a issue like never before. I fear if they trully found me and wanted to try to exorcice me, as I have done nothing wrong (while in this body), that they would learn of the unholly and tabu thing I have done. I fear that they would drag with them spirits of high level, and seperate me from this body which now is rightfully mine along with the soul. I fear the body would not survive the strain it would be put under as my soul is what is keeping it alive, it would be nice having the christians become murderes once again and with blood on their hands to never be accepted by their own "god", but it would not be nice knowing this would be my fault for something I did not wish to do.
It is fearsome to think, what I might do if a exorcist came to me to force me out of my home, though I have no worries of them succeding any longer, I still fear what they would do with me. I still got a truth to tell, I wish not such a fate before the truth is out.
I am not dispelled by holly water, neither of bible phrases or a cross, those are fictions.
I am afraid of those things though... that thing that... it would burn me even if I have melted with this bodys soul. I do not like the though of having something like that put on my skin by the heart. Still, I wish to meet my fears and see if I trully have become more powerfull than other deamons now. I wish to make sure that these exorcists are not allowed to pain any other deamons or living beings again.
Yes, well... that's why I fear exorcists.
By:
Barlong
Age:
22-25
,
Female
