My heart feels sick. It feels extremely sick.

I didn't do anything to deserve feeling this, it was not I who had chosen it. It happened. Life happened and I wish life didn't have to bring such... death with it. And I feel sick. Like I failed. And now death is the result. It's nothing I can stop. It's happening. And I can't stop it. I tried. I'm trying. But the only result is more death. Suspended death, but more, and not always suspended. I suppose I should press 'submit' now... instead of staring at this...

whatever223 whatever223
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 24, 2009

Please don't give up. I understand what it feels like. There's a light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to be willing to see it. God has a plan for you. Reach out. Embrace it. Have faith.