I Think I KnowI'm no pendeja, I may act like one, but I am not completely stupid.
I have a pretty good grasp of what's wrong with me.
But implementing change, pushing myself to be accepting of who I am is difficult, and most of the time I rather not bother.
I am insecure.
So insecure that I am barely functioning.
That's my problem, the self loathing as a result. The lack of attention, lack of affection growing up adds to these insecurities.
I should change this, I should. BUT it's more complex than that, and the la
CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 1 Feb 16, 2011