My AddictionMy addiction would definately have to be food. I don't know if that means a lot to people, but it means a lot to me. I don't eat because I'm hungry anymore. I eat all the time. I can't do anything without eating something. I feel like I don't have any control over myself. I hate when people say, "Just go on a diet." or "Just stop eating." Seriously it's just as hard for an alcoholic to "just stop" drinking. It's an addiction I've tried to take care of by dieting, but it seems to come back to me. What's worse is I don't really look like I'm overwight or anything. I mean I'm not skinny, but I am a pretty average size. So people don't take me seriously when I say I have this addiction. They think I just have some selfesteem issue with my weight or something. It's not my weight that bothers me, it's my self-control. If I can't stop myself from something as simple as eating what I don't need, then how am I supposed to control any other part of myself? I need help. I don't know what to do.
Browneyes4322 18-21, F 1 Response 1 Apr 30, 2012