i never know wether i want a relationship or not!! i either think that i wouldn't be good enough and  the woman i was in the relationship with would soon get rid of me, or i reject women as soon as they show any interest in me, cos im scared to get involved with anyone!!! but i still have this kind of human instinct to look for a partner!! but its like i have this monster  inside of me, that keeps telling me "NO,your not good enough"!!!
cowshed123 cowshed123
36-40, M
2 Responses Jan 8, 2011

i have met one person in particular that is like that, but i just couldnt!!

wow, it's a dilemma, huh? but as I always say, sometimes the other person is worth the risk, I haven't met anyone like that myself but I guess that's the way it is.