Meeting Tim

is the greatest regret in my life

He was my best friend
The love of my life

He stole my innocence
He broke my home
He killed my babies
and he crushed my heart

He made a warrior out of a dove
and taught me that there are some very bad crash courses in life

He deserted me
In the middle of nowhere and said

Welcome to real life

But I am thankful for the lessons life taught me through him

I regret him
But won’t forget the lessons

violetsoul111 violetsoul111
31-35, F
2 Responses Mar 26, 2011

Fck him girl. Dont lie to yourself, you do not need to be thankful for lessons. That is like being thankful for getting an infection. Sometimes the puzzle doesnt fit like jigsaw. But we never say thanks to Jigsaw for winning the game of life... if you know what I am getting at. The metaphors go deep like carrots. <br />
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I know what you mean, I had the saw except from a female. I took her babies and innocence, she took my heart. Was it a fair trade?

Wow. Sounds like you got some brutal lessons there. While I am so, so sad for the grief and suffering you endured, I am glad that you have chosen to embrace the lessons therein. I wish you all the best on the next leg of your journey.