I Miss

all the crazy nights with them where we just listened to and traded music in this stupid apartment and she got drunk and I didn't and we just laid in bed and cuddled. I should have tried to lay the moves on her. I didn't tthough. too considerate.

Maybe the same thing with someone new. The same thing. no more pretentious drama. None of it. Just shut up and love me and make love to me

perhaps I am becoming something of the jerk I never wanted to be. I don't know. I do know I'm just not intersted anymore in the drama and all of it. disillusioned.

for one more crazy drunken night just playing music and watching tv and movies together. For just  one more partner like that...l.

I can't be the only one who is thinking this way. I Sawt his girl on tumblr talk about how she was goin got play the gin blossoms and just read and melt away and eat and it was said "no wonder i'm single"

I couldn't help but think I love the gin blossoms and the wheel of time, which she was reading.  girl won't talk to me for some reason though anymore. She was more desirable than she knew putting that out there.

ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
31-35, M
Dec 15, 2012