Anyone Else Like Me?I'll admit it, I have body-image issues. I'm 5'4" and 130 lbs and I'm the fattest of all my friends and family. I look in the mirror everyday and start to cry because I absolutely can't find anything good about my body. I have extreme diet habits where I'll least at most 400 calories a day (my typical consumption is around 200 though). But when I binge, I binge. I always feel awful about myself and can never seem to get the motivation or energy to do anything socially because I feel like no body likes me.
I just feel so unhappy and alone here, there's nothing left for me. All of my interests and desires are diluted and it feels like I'm always dragging my feet. When I wake up, I look forward to going back to sleep. What's even the point of being alive if I don't even feel alive?
leftync1128 18-21 4 Responses 0 Sep 17, 2011