I Cant Stand It Anymore

I live in Ireland. a lot of bad things have happened to me in the past couple of years. First my older brother commit suicide, the girl that i was madly in love with aborted my baby. my other brothers marriage is falling apart. i am unable to stay on collage... i think my dad is having an a fair. This might sound silly but i would like to live in australia. live a simple life away from everything, i dont want or desire a high level of income.. just somewhere were i can live out my days in peace and tranquility. i applied for my one year holiday working visa to oz. its a start. im not cut out for this anymore. i feel myself thinking of suicide. if i dont get out of this place i dont know what im going to do.
rupopulert rupopulert
22-25
Dec 4, 2012