Lost

I am 23 years old. I met my husband when I was 15 & we got married when I was 19. We've always had our problems but this last year seems to be worst. I know I love him but I don't feel it when I say it back to him. I don't ever feel like having sex.
For my birthday that just past, he didn't come & embarrassed me in front of friends & family. I really think he has mental issues & I don't know what to do for him. Outside of our home I'm my normal happy self but the moment I even talk on the phone with him we're always fighting about something. I'm really unhappy. On my birthday before I left to go out I was was dead set on telling him I want out of our marriage but he left before I could tell him & haven't said anything since. He knows how bad he hurt me that day but the fighting never stops. I don't know what to do. I have a job but I don't know if its enough to support me & my 2 year old daughter. He's a good dad & I don't want to take her away from him but I'm just so unhappy. I also have no car & his mom stays with us to watch our daughter. I feel like I would be happy with just me & my daughter.
I've started drinking more recently. Not getting jrunk but enough to calm me down. I just want out. I don't care to find anyone else I just need time away but I can't leave my daughter. So confused.
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Jan 16, 2013