I Love Him So Much, But Is That Enough???
I have been married to my husband for 14 years. He is a selfish person, who treats strangers better than his wife. I have been dealing with this mess because I do love him (sounds like a Jerry Springer show lol) and don't want to be the selfish person and walk out. But I have recently been doing some soul searching, and I'm tired of being put on the back burner for his family and friends. I'm so empty inside, I was willing to spend the rest of my life with this person I thought loved and adored me. But he is so far from what I thought. He is a liar, a cheat, and a horrible father. I can't do this to my son anymore. my 8 year old is my whole life and being around somebody that is so rude and inconsiderate makes me feel like i'm also the bad parent.
We own our home and I think I'm just afraid of losing everything i worked so hard for. I'm so depressed. please help