I'm Scared That I Hate Him

I met him 3 years ago last month. I was walking down the road with nowhere  to go, when he picked me up and took me to a place where he used to live. I thought he was my hero. Come to find out, he was living in his pick-up truck at the time. We spent a few days at his friends place then we went out and hustled up enough to get us a motel room for a few days. I had noticed in the short time that we were together that he was very short tempered. I know  I know I should had left him then but I had nowhere to go.

Well, now it's three years later and I have realized the he is one of the most hateful people I have ever met in my life. From the time he wakes up until the time he goes to sleep, all he does is ***** and complain. He is always telling me to get out of his home. Then a few minuets later he is trying to act like he didn't say anything wrong. He thinks that because he is no longer upset that I should just forget all of the awful things he had just said to me.

I feel like I am loosing my mind.

                                           

ladydriver1366 ladydriver1366
41-45, F
1 Response Feb 15, 2010

Your in for an uphill battle. You really need to spend some time apart to get your sanity back and also to find out what you want out of the marriage. It will be very difficult but there is a good chance your husband can change for the better. Maybe there is more to the story as well?