It Is a Goal For Me

When I decide to visit a psychiatrist for the first time in almost 20 years.  One of the things that I told him was I don want to be like this anymore.  Being like this include holding on to the past.  I can't change it but I keep thinking about it not with the same intensity but is lurking around waiting for a moment of weakness to creep back into my mind as it did some time ago. I guess that I have not only hurt myself but also those close around me because of it and is not fair.  That is why I want to leave it behind.

jc2009 jc2009
41-45, M
2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

Love you my friend... Do what your heart tells you to.

I think the best way to leave the past and forget it, is to leave the present and enjoy it.